Love

What is love you may ask
Love is yet but selfish
Love is kind and caring
Love is laughing and sharing
Love is quiet and thoughtful
Nothing but good, pure, and faithful
Love is a gift
Love with no return

Mary Ann

Will You Listen To Me Now Lord?

Where is your powerful guide
How are you able to stand a side
And watch my pain
Drip off me like heavy rain
Why cant you stop this
Why cant you prevent this
Why did this happen
Why have you taken away my dreams

I need to be free
I need to just breath
I need to leave
I need to die
I need to live
I need to run
I need to dance
I need to sing
I need to fly
Why cant I lord

I am broken
I keep waiting
I am lost
I’m a mistake
I’m hanging on
To all but nothing
I'll keep hurting myself more
I’m cover up the pain
You don’t understand
They don’t understand
I don’t understand

I am hopeless
I hate you
I hate me
I hate them
Where have you gone
Where have I gone
What have I become
What have I done

I am broken
I am hurt
I am lost
I am gone
I built this wall
To keep you out
Why wont you pursue me
Don’t you want me
You don’t need me
So just leave me alone
I thoughts you cared
I’ll keep running
I‘ll keep hiding

I just want to be happy

Mary Ann

Look At This Girl Lord

I'm afraid I wont remember you
If I didn’t, I'd be a fool
I miss your soft kisses
And your 11:11 wishes

I’m never dating anyone
Especially if it’s Gods will
For me to break my own heart

Look at this girl lord
What was she made for
She's broken into pieces
You can’t let her leave us

It hurts to see you name
It leaves me with more pain
That I can’t be with you
If you only knew

I’m never dating anyone
Especially if it’s Gods will
For me to break my own heart

Look at this girl Lord
What was she made for
She's broken into pieces
You can’t let her leave us

Mary Ann


Dedicated to my sister Rachel
I Heart You The Most!!!

This, Then... That!?!

I try really hard
You run really far

I run away
Your there everyday

My heart you've won
The next step you're done

I'll never give in
You try till you win

I say that i love you
You tell me your through

I tell you get lost
You give all it cost

I give you my world
You find a new girl

I wont give you shit
You throw a big fit

I just want respect
You got up and left

I act like a whore
You stay for more

I think your an asshole
You make me your goal

I call everyday
You just want to play

I leave you alone
Your love is more shown

I become needy
You just go and leave me

But sadly i know
Either way you'll go

Mary Ann

Greedy

I've been stabbed in the heart once again
By a greedy and selfish man

Only this one definitely, hurt the worst
Surly more stronger, then the first

He took nothing more, then all i had
Now i'm broken up, and even more sad

I hate every man walking on this earth
I swear they all have an evil curse

They want to use, to take, to to steal
And leave all, to never heal

I have never been this pissed off
You're the first, i hope you're Fucking happy now

Mary Ann

Life Is Not Fair

Life is not fair
Why should i care
I wont get what i want
Life isn't what i thought

Walking around in circles
All these crying girls
Everyone going insane
Life is just a pain

God this isn't fair
Why should i care
You take what i want
You're not what i thought

Where's your all great mercy
You're the one that knows me
You gave me this brick wall
Quite throwing these lead balls

My life is not fair
Is there anyone who cares
I cant have what i want
I've only got my thoughts

You give me all these gifts
I fail and get pissed
You take away my dreams
You are fucking mean

God, you are not fair
Do you really even care
I cant have what i worked for
You've broke my heart even more

Mary Ann

Life's biggest dare

I hate the feeling of love
It steals away your blood
Erases all your control
Causing your guard to get low

Attaching your emotions
And causing you confusion
Causing tears to come
Making your mascara run

It fills you with butterflies
All hatred and evil dies
Smiles, are everywhere you go
And music and laughter flows

Someone who really knows
To hold you so very close
Someone who really cares
Its life's biggest dare

Scared of whats to come
Wanting to escape and run
Worried it might all end
Where will you be then

Its pain deep inside
Making you want to die
Who will catch your fall
Who's gonna be your all

Mary Ann